January 1, 2008

Hi first post of year 2009. I bet 0/10 will read this post

Still rmb early last year Whit was in sg and she was like: “Your hair can’t make it let me do a complete makeover for you bet u’ll look much sexier.” And up till today I still can’t forget how horrible I looked like after the haircut. My hair was acceptable before she snipped it off! But it turned out so short and hideous I had to put on snowcap for months. HAHAHA STOP LAUGHING TO YOURSELF NMWL

I’d spent half of my time waiting for his letter replies and was looking forward to the day he’s gona be released but year 2008 I decided I should repudicate that relationship though after that all his friends started spreading rumours around. He always complain in his letters that I’ve been so busy that I took so long to reply him. But the fact was that I no longer loved him. If you see this one day, I’m really sorry for the decision made but you must know that I was sick of lying and eluding myself with the truth. Patience’s never in my dictionary and byright you’ll be released this month but what have you done again? I don’t get you seriously don’t, even after so many punishments and lessons you still cant turn over a new leaf. Guess till today you still can’t accept this but hopefully you’ll. You may call me selfish for all you want but I’ve my life too. All the best and hope you’ll be wiser in future don’t disappoint your parents again

Late 2008 I’ve been seeing him a lot (after I hang out with TEAM) Indeed jealous whenever I see him so sweet towards his gf and I could only observe him from a distance WALAO NMWL DON’T LAUGH yup jealousy’s immature and ungenerous. year 2009 I’ll always tell myself that jealousy does ntg to help me evolve into the best person I could be. He’s the boy I’ve been admiring since primary school yawww omg my cheeks feel hot now &NMWL YOU TOLD MICHE ABOUT THE DARK SECRET I TOLD YOUUUU! GONA KILL YOU

Each year we make new friends and meet new people. I’ve met a lot of nice people to mean people to heart breakers. I met all sorts of people through working as well.

I miss Abbas so much bet he’s happy off with his gf. Miss Danny at times but not as much as Abbas though. I miss times when I’d hide in nyny kitchen to steal fries and all Amirul could do was to shake his head. I miss happy times when I get extremely crazy with Carrie and it’s been really long since we last met. I miss having Dassyali as my best friend and all the movie marathons and lame jokes we shared. He’s the best thing thats happened to me. I miss times when I see Devil every single day and now we’re drifting further. I miss talking to skinny Haniz every weekdays. I miss trying to start another topic whenever shy Heidi gave short replies. I miss everything about Joley esp her puppies. I miss Maisur’s shy and handsome Zac Effron face. (Oh I definitely miss his long hair cos he’s botak now) I miss times when I lepak over at Mell syg’s. I miss Meow’s vroom2. I miss Rain’s smile. I miss Sab’s handshake. I miss talking to Sherna during Math lesson and miss driving Mr Heng mad. I miss conversations with Syahiran I really miss those times when we talked almost every night. I miss Syugah’s kisses and bum trademark. I miss practically eevrything about Wiyah. I miss Zainul’s irritating messages. I miss them all :( I miss the old Anthea, the one Syahiran (and I believe many others too) missed. When will I be that cheerful again?

For year 2009:

  1. I’ll eliminate the word “hate” from my vocab cos it brings me down as a person and yup it’s a waste of enerfy hahaha
  2. No tokyo drift with Miche ark ka liao till the end
  3. Dont wait until it’s too late to tell those who’re important to me how special they’re (ahyah still shycatz)
  4. Stop hiding myself. Got this from a book-The longer I’m unable to look at myself honestly the longer I’ll be immersed in emotional pain. Life is full of richness and rewards(yah riggght); it would be a shame to waste it.
  5. Dont be lazy and stop procrastinating. Mug hard for o’s!
  6. I hope to spend more time with parents.
  7. I hope I’ll appreciate all that I have
  8. I’ll not start any sentence with “I cant” cos my mind will accept it as so. And I won’t go far or accomplish my goals that way

Anw these are just part of my new years resolutions there’s actually more. Now it’s time for the pictures! Not all cos I could only find these but it took me quite some time to upload them. Oh my god I can’t believe I’ve typed this much.

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